FIRST FELLATIO FULFILLMENT

Although I hadn't been seeking an extreme age gap sexual connection, Barbara was instrumental in opening up my mind to it. I was excited to explore and experiment with many sexual things I had long been so curious about, and Barbara was this kindhearted granny-type white lady with a kinky side who was so tickled to receive this intimate attention from a young black man.

One of the things I desperately wanted to enjoy was fellatio to completion. Back in high school, my girlfriend introduced me to fellatio in the back row of a movie theater, but she never ever swallowed. It was always a matter of her backing off at the precise time, and then-- "Clean-up on Aisles 25, 24, 23. and 22, please!" Barbara was happy to give me that finishing experience one sunny afternoon in her living room. The fact that it was no big deal to her, and that she was delighted, hinted at her extensive sexual experience. Indeed, she had much to teach me.

So, laying out the scenario properly, I had biked over to Barbara's place in an apartment community, and she permitted me to bring my bicycle inside to safely park it next to the china cabinet in her living room. She sat completely nude on her couch as I fully undressed to stand naked in front of her. As I recall, JEOPARDY or perhaps some other day-time game show was being broadcast on the small television set she had perched on a shelf in the corner near the couch. Eager to start, Barbara gave me a gleeful smile, and went to work. Even as she proceeded to orally please me, I was still very self-conscious and hesitant about allowing myself to climax right inside her mouth. It was difficult not to think of that as an incredibly rude thing to do. So, just as she had graciously taken my virginity months before, Barbara patiently helped me over this hurdle as well. I should note that Barbara and I never developed any emotional attachment. Our nearly-year-long "arrangement," if you will, was strictly sexual. I was a very horny young man, and it was exhilarating to be some old white lady's booty call, while simultaneously using her to learn about sex. If you recall, I surrendered my virginity to Barbara by raw-fucking her up the ass on Day One, when we were still complete strangers. That was a very unconventional start to our most unconventional relationship.

With Barbara bobbing away hungrily at my groin, I took my time, savoring the early stages of this uniquely personal sex act. I focused on the breeze wafting in through the open windows, the ambient noises from outside of traffic, of children playing, and anything else to distract me so that the sex act lasted longer. I counted backwards from 50. I visualized scenes from my favorite films. I focused on the tv game show, correctly guessing a couple quiz questions... All the while, I relished the experience of having an old white lady sucking mercilessly on my black dong. I relished the wet warmth of Barbara's mouth, the busy flicking of her tongue, and the occasional soft scr*pe of her teeth ( I love when women gently bite down on my dick.). It was an absolute blissful assault of sensations. Barbara occasionally made "yummy" moans, and I could hear the soggy slosh whenever she slathered my penis with fresh saliva. The sheer perversity of the situation was its own rush. As kids were romping and laughing only yards away from the open windows, there I was, a young black guy standing stark naked in their nice old neighbor-lady's living room in Apartment 1H, getting his dick sucked by her. Ohhh, it felt so gooooood! Ssssssuck on this dick, Barbara! Suck the cum out of my balls like it belongs to you, because it does. TAKE it!

Once the tingles of orgasm commenced, it added so much to the pleasure to utter no courteous warning, but to simply drop my reservations, and just let it all go. Embrace it as something entirely natural, and healthy. Gush after gush after gush, I let it all go. Through all the orgasmic convulsions, I stood there on quaking legs just freely ejaculating into that old woman's mouth. At long last, I was able to enjoy fellatio as a complete experience, and it was wonderful. It looked and felt as if I was feeding Barbara, like she was ingesting nourishment issued directly from my body, which was essentially true. Partially as a reflex, I leaned my pelvis out to her on my quaking legs, gently-but-firmly placing my hands on the back of her head to hold her in position until I thoroughly emptied myself into her guzzling throat. At the end there, what I was doing without really understanding was more aggressive. Later on, I would come to learn the terms, "face-fucking," and "irrumatio." All I knew in that moment was how amazing it felt to have a woman fully feed on me out of raw sexual desire, to have Barbara suck on me with the express purpose of drinking my semen. Holding her head still as I finished delivering all that I had seemed appropriate... slowly thrusting as if her mouth were a pussy, transferring the remnants of my sperm for her consumption. I suffered through Barbara's tongue appreciatively licking my penis through all the over-sensitive tingles following ejaculation. It was a pleasant sort of suffering, actually, causing my body to jerk in response. All done, and Barbara smiled again in delight. And she giggled as I hustled to fetch a glass of water for her, telling me there was no need.

Since then, I have thrilled to this complete experience with women I've dated, girlfriends, sex workers, and even happily-married women in the swinger lifestyle. All sex is intimate, but nothing is comparable to the intimate connection of one's genitals with a partner's face. Oral sex is unique that way. But most unique is the exchange of bodily fluids during oral sex. Again, that which is ingested is likely digested by that other person's body. Along with the kinky delight in that, there's also something oddly romantic.