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What sex is for me A married mans perspective

When I was about 9 or 10 years old, I had my first real sexual experience. Luckily, I was not molested. It was masturbation. Rummaging through my mom's closet while she was at work one day, I came across and old cardboard box full of sex paraphernalia. Playboy mags from the 60's, a handmade dildo made of red clay, and an old red hand held "massager" with different attachments. A whole new world opened up in my child mind. I plugged in the massager and ran it all over my body. But I noticed that there was a different sensation when I ran it over my penis. At the time I equated the sensation of the vibrating plate to the need having to pee. But much better! I got hard and forced my self to keep the massager in focused in place. I didn't let it move even though there was this ever growing feeling of wanting to "pee!" I had my first orgasm! I was thrilled and scared at the same time. But I knew I was hooked!

When I got old enough to checkout porn on VHS, I got to explore about sex. Anal. Oral. Lesbian. Gay. Golden Showers. BDSM. And my personal favorite... CUM SHOTS.

God, I loved cum shots! I didn't feel gay but I absolutely loved watching guys cum all over women. I soon realized that it was more seeing people having ejaculating. Even women ejaculating. As I got older (in my 30s) I started to question my heterosexuality. I loved watching men ejaculating so much that I got into sharing my wife or my girlfriends (which ever I had at the time) with other men. I had one girlfriend that we allowed the guys to fuck her without condoms! That is when I got my first taste of semen. I think it surprised Laura (that was her name) when I went down on her pussy and started licking after a guy had just cum in her. It turned me on so much that I wanted to feel the other guys cum around my dick. So, I got up and slid my dick in her already used and cum filled pussy. The first thing that struck me was how warm it was!

I was much warmer than normal. I was hooked on all new level!

I think I am bisexual. Or, at least maybe just a hyper sexual person. I could not imagine a life without women and I am married to a super sexy one. But, something keeps bringing back to men ejaculating. So much so, that I recently experimented with sucking cock with a guy that I met on SwingLifeStyle. I would have him come over to my work after all the other employees left work for the day. I would sit him down in the chair of the front lobby of my work so he can see, through the heavily tinted windows, if anyone shows up in our parking lot. I would suck his cock , kneeling in front of him. He would be soft and then it would grow and get hard in my mouth. I must have been good at it because he would cum within 5 minutes the handful of times we did this. I made him cum in my mouth! I loved the taste of his cum. I loved the texture. But would I loved the most was making him feel so good that he can't help but orgasm in to my awaiting mouth!

I know what you might be thinking right now... He is a fag! Only gay men do that! Maybe. But I don't think so.

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Paul