wife- age 23 is drunk-runs out of the house at midnidnight-Cant find her

My wife was drunk one night and it was winter--She gets mad at me and runs ou the house--Its too cold to run after her--So i wait from 12 midnight to 7 in the morning--Im in bed and i hears this loud truck stpping and then departing--We lived in the suburbs 3 acreas--My wife came into the house still out of her norm--I asked where she had been..She said nothing but laid in the bed--While she was in bed i pulled her dungarees down and started to finger her and she was wet--This made me wonder--It also made me horny--I then pulled her panties down and inserted my cock--She knew nothing about it--She was wet already--I knew then she had been fucked by the truck driver--I finally shot in her--It was good--But something told me she had been fucked by that truck driver--She denied it for 32 years--One night while in bed she finally admitted to me that the truck driver did fuck her but she was drunk and cold--She said that is why she went into the motel with him--She said he proceeded to slide her jeans off and he took her--It still makes me horny till today--We have had many arguments about this down through the years--But of course i got blow jobs from hoes and went to massage parlors out of revenge--I never felt guilty of what i done--It shows a woman can keep a dark secret for years--The truck driver fucked her and then dropped her off at 7 in the morning then proceeded to go up hill and away to main road--I will never forget that morning--Something was taken from my life--It has been a turn on and also a bad taste in my heart--I feel let down--But in another way it excited me--I never let her know--the end

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