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A Different Breed of Bull

My path, when it comes to love and sex, has been a rocky one. During the early years I was quite shy around girls I found attractive. More often than not I found myself mostly drawn to girls who were in relationships. It always seemed the girls who were interested in me held little attraction to myself and the ones I really wanted to know better weren't interested in me.

During my college years I finally met a young woman who I mustered the courage to ask out. We dated a couple of years and eventually were engaged to marry. However, while attending seminary in the Boston area, I began to have doubts about the course my life seemed destined to follow. Marry, become a Methodist minister in rural Texas, etc. I got cold feet a few months before the wedding day and pulled the plug on it all.

After a few years of drifting through life I decided to join the Navy with the aspiration of becoming a Navy SEAL. Fortunately or unfortunately, I had been dating a woman off and on before enlisting and during the months of loneliness of boot camp and "A" School I felt myself in love with the girl. She had been the one who finally took my virginity at 27 years old, so this undoubtedly colored my view of the relationship. She wanted to do with a Navy SEAL so I shelved dream.

Long story short, she and I married and were together over nine years (no kids) before I found my eye wandering as the marriage bed had grown cold. I take the majority of blame for how things between us went south. As a young man growing up I had never figured out who I was, what I wanted, and where I fit in the world. My life felt inauthentic as I was living the dream she had for us. Again, I take responsibility for .

We divorced, I left the practice of law (went to law school and passed the bar after being Honorably Discharged), and basically restarted my entire life at the age of 37. I then began the work of figuring out who I wanted to be and how I wanted to live my life. I have always had a very strong sex drive and found myself entering the Lifestyle as a single man.

Over the years I explored quite a few of the sexual fantasies I had harbored since a youth. I mostly played with couples who wanted to involve a second for the wife's/gf's pleasure. This was perfect for a long time as I was seeking sex with as few strings as possible. I also mixed in a few single women as FWB, but the female would usually catch feelings and wanted more than just sex.

So a few years back I began exploring the role of being a Bull for those interested in the cuckold variety of the Lifestyle. This was fun and I certainly did not mind being watched or filmed by the cuckold husband. In fact, I found it quite thrilling. However, the thrill was gone as certain aspects of variety didn't mesh with my desires. Namely, the need for overt humiliation of the cuckold and the need for me to ejaculate.

I understood the psychological aspect of these requirements for the couple, but it did little for me. As follower of the Tao of love and sex, I focus on controlling the need for ejaculation by separating my orgasm from the act of ejaculation. This sounds crazy to most people's sexual socialization in the West. However, it is a common practice in the East, particularly in China (followers of the Tao) and India (followers of Tantra).

Personally, I have found my sexual energy explode through the practice of ejaculation control which allows me to remain in a constant state of heat for as long as necessary to ensure my lover is completely sexually satisfied. A woman is much slower to reach a high level of arousal, but once there, she becomes insatiable as compared to males who tend to come and go relatively quickly.

Since I have been unable to find a suitable companion, I have turned my attention to the Hot Wife (or Stag & Vixen) version of the Lifestyle. I realize within this lifestyle (as well as Cuckolding) the Bull is generally thought of as a physically (or financially) superior who possesses a larger cock than the husband/boyfriend, often black, sometimes much younger, etc.

I approach the role of being a Bull from a more non-traditional perspective. While I am attractive and live a fit and healthy lifestyle, I am not someone who strives to have the perfect body...whatever is anyway. Instead, I put my focus and efforts into becoming the best lover of women I can be. As a Bull, my hope is your wife will find new heights of ecstasy and sexual bliss during our time together. I want her to come to the point where she craves what her body experiences while we are together.

Of course, I am not looking to replace anyone and while she may desire me sexually, she remains thoroughly in love with her partner and, additionally, I hope she comes home to her husband/boyfriend still in a high state of arousal which will only enhance your sex life together.

Time will tell if my approach to being a Bull of a Hot Wife couple will find an audience. I am not really seeking to be involved with a number of couples at once. I prefer one or two couples with whom I can focus all my efforts and attention. If this sort of Bull sounds intriguing and worthy of exploration with me, hmu. While I cannot promise the attraction will be mutual, I do promise to respond to all who reach out to me.

Peace out,

Michael