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Our First Step part 1

it all started out as sexual talk and playful banter.... The more we talked the more we would open up, a bit of role playing and a bit of fantasy at first but as we progressed the more illicit the talk became in which over time became routine.... when my wife and i first got together she was bi and i was straight and as most people were taught growing up, that when you are in a relationship its between 2 people and that's it.... i talked with S about seeing her with a woman "go figure!!! what straight male has not had that fantasy?" but since we married and had 3 kids S had become conservative and felt it would be cheating to have any kind of a relationship with anybody other than myself. i felt the same way but i told her with my knowledge and approval i wouldn't consider it cheating as i am a man and can not touch her in the way another woman can....after talking about it for months i finally decided to see what our options were to keep our marriage strong and safe but to make my fantasy become real. so i take to the internet to see if we are the only people that feel this way and i happen to come across a forum....."swinging"..... so i take this new found information that i found to S and at first she didn't like the idea and i could understand it. we had both been cheated on and hurt in that past why would we allow it to happen again... so again months went by talking and finally we agree! what could it hurt to check it out? if we don't like it we would leave right then and never look back! so i start looking up the ins and outs and do's and dont's and we talk some more, we set up ground rules and set our limits and talk about what we want and what is off limits. we open up and truly talk about something that we were taught our whole life to be taboo or wrong. so i create an account and we search for an event that will let us in and explore our new found journey together... we agreed on a small house party and set up arrangements after talking to the host and hostess and now we both start getting butterflies...the morning of the event were both are in aww, can we go through with this are we going to change our mind are we ready for this ??? the thoughts run trough our minds all day and its time to take the kids to the sitters house and reality hits.. its almost time! now i feel like its my first date again ...... how do i look? should i be early on time or late?what if i don't like it? what if they don't like me? and the butterflies are back worse than before... so we pull up to the house and walk to the door we take a deep breath and gather ourselves before i ring the doorbell... and then i press the button and the same thoughts are running through my mind faster than before i start to feel a bit panicked but before i can chicken out P opens the door and invites us in introduces us to his wife and then to his roommates and friends. then to the rest of the people there. we explain again that this is our first step into the lifestyle and we are a bit unsure what we are comfortable with but are put at ease when he says that there moto is "no expectations only missed connections" nobody is there to force someone into something they don't want to do.... we finally start to calm down and open up to the thought that this is something we might enjoy . we start talking and slowly start to seperate but are in an arms reach of each other. nothing sexual happend for us that night but we did meet alot of new people and had a great night... we got home with the kids and of course f**ked like rabbits and talked with each other about the night.what we liked . what we could do without and we were wiling to try...we both had a great night and wanted to do it again so back to the site i went, to find the next event which turned out the same way with the only difference being that we met some more new friends and were invited to attend a New Years eve party and as luck should have it i had no work that night the sitter was free and i had just gotten my paycheck but still had leftover spending money after bills.... so we went, this was a whole new environment more people more drinking and more butterflies!but we wern't alone we had friends to talk with and introduce us to other people they knew ... but as the night went on S and i talked... we had been to a few events now and still had not done anything other than socialize and watch.. could this be the night that we do something ? we decide to try it out as we felt comfortable with everyone and finally worked up the nerve to talk to two other couples and a single female about playing together for what would be our first time.. and just when we get to the onsite play space we feel heart broken not because we are uncomfortable or unsure if we want to follow through but because the event space is closing and the play area has already been closed........damn what could we do the night had already wound down and we had 30 min till we had to get the kids we missed our chance...... so we take a break do our yearly family trip to Disneyland and the kids go back to school so we take a break... i know i know we hadn't started anything to take a break from but it was needed a little family time and a little alone time between work school field trips and LIFE!so months go by and we finally go to another house party and we get to meet a couple that we only briefly before but what little conversation we did have made and impression....... To Be Continued............. ricecrspy3

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