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We have been together for 4 years I love my her so much. while being intimate we have fantasized about being with others. I believed it was in the comfort of our bedroom and within the boundaries of our normal relationship. I viewed our fantasizing as just that "fantasies." It turned both of us on. About 6 omnths ago she made a comment after sex about us eventually trying swinging. Since then she has dropped hints and comments about this type of thing and most recently is glued to the new TV show Swingers and openly discussed dreams she has had. She definitely seems into it. I have not commented on the subject much because it made me feel uncomfortable. Normally I would talk to my friends, (as we all do when we are having weird issues or problems with our marriage), but I am way too embarrassed. How can I tell my friends that my wife wants to swing!? Every time they would see her I would fill so humiliated. To be honest I don't know what to feell. I am threatened by this, hurt by this, feel betrayed & humiliated as a man. I am not a prude but that is an objective opinion. Our sex life is solid and we have tried many positions and toys . We could have more regular sex but when we do it is really good and fulfilling. It kind of came to a front last night while in bed & the show Swingers was on. Too many obvious comments kept happening and so it came to a point last night. I don't know what to say or do. The thought of another man with my wife makes me hard but I am unsure of the outcome When I tried to hold her last night too many images kept popping up in my head. She is mad now & upset. She is sorry she brought anything up and pissed that I can't get over this. I am mad at myself for not being a husband whom she can talk to and be open to & I am totally uncertain . We are in a very bad space. I feel like a prude and an idiot. I don't know what to do with my feelings.We have been with other couples but they were all bad experiences. She wants to try private and hotel partiens and clubs. I dont know what to do.

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